Well, thanks I hope not to be boring. However I do post at times just to vent about what's going on with me or people I love. I try not to write too often when I'm having a bad time. I'm really sorry to hear you're having such a hard time. It might be useful to post once in a while just to let people know you're still hanging in, if not doing great. I appreciate getting "status" reports from people I care about. I also find that people's kind responses to my yammering helps me feel a tiny bit better. I also find that it helps me to write where people will read me. The act of writing a post helps me put things in some kind of perspective and people replying always makes me feel a little less crappy. You should do what you feel helps you get through the day. Please don't take my comments as any kind of pressure to write. I'm just telling you a little about how it functions for me. I am not the greatest at reading other people's blogs on any regular basis, but I would be interested in hearing how things are going for you. Just saying. Thank you for your feedback here.