I appreciate the offer, but the dreading comes from me. I'm just one of those people who is sure they will screw something up and, if I don't screw it up; I sometimes pick on the minutia that I didn't get right. I kind of set myself up to fail. I usually enjoy myself, but I'm not a natural extrovert. I'm more an introvert who wants to be extrovert. It's part of the reason I got involved in theater. Performing in front of people is the scariest thing for me to do, but once it's over it is such a tremendous high. Like I said earlier I seem to be moving out of the crummy stage. I look forward to seeing you and all my other friends.