good fucking grief, this wasn't supposed to be the result of her finally finding out what was wrong.
I hate how callous our healthcare system is, I hate how hard I sometimes have to work just to get a little bit of decent care for the very few people I am paid to advocate for and I wanted so badly for Stacy to get more opinions but felt helpless to know how to make it happen.........
and, for all her pain and uncertainty, she was steadfast until she just couldn't be about coming to your house and remaining a member of the team and the family.
my heart goes out to you and loracs and bubley for your loss, as I know how much you love her.
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Date: 2008-12-06 01:33 am (UTC)I hate how callous our healthcare system is, I hate how hard I sometimes have to work just to get a little bit of decent care for the very few people I am paid to advocate for and I wanted so badly for Stacy to get more opinions but felt helpless to know how to make it happen.........
and, for all her pain and uncertainty, she was steadfast until she just couldn't be about coming to your house and remaining a member of the team and the family.
my heart goes out to you and loracs and bubley for your loss, as I know how much you love her.