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Well, it's been several days of not feeling well. Nothing dire but dealing with it added a lot to loracs stress this week, I'm sure. I won't go into the details but it has been messy. My morning attendant yesterday showed up in a foul mood and my back was killing me. She asked to leave early and not really wanting to deal with her mood I told her to take off. Probably sooner than I should have, because my shirt had a wrinkle that was in just the right postion hurt my back. Making it more painful than it already was.

loracs called and we talked a little. She really couldn't leave work. Awhile after talking to her I started getting an anxiety attack. I haven't had a bad one in a while this was a bad one. I called serene not because I expected her to come over I knew she had a cold and it was freezing out there. I just wanted some company. If you're reading her journal I'm the family member that had a crisis. Anyway, she told me she was heading out to the airport. About an hour later, serene walks in the door! She picked up the friend of a friend at the airport and dropped by my house before taking him to San Francisco. someotherguy was in tow. She straightened out my shirt, got me a drink and 15 minutes later I felt 100% better.

I'm telling you I don't know that I could've got through this week without loracs and serene. I keep realizing again and again how truly amazing they both are.