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[stonebender]

As won't be a surprise to anyone who reads this journal, I get depressed. I don't think I'm depressed now, but I'm having a hard time figuring out my life these days. Contacting people is an effort. I don't have much confidence in my communication skills or perceiving things realistically. I'm pretty sure am reacting badly to things that have absolutely nothing to do with me. I want to quit doing just about everything I have committed to do. If I could, I'd get in a car and drive. Not that I want to leave anybody. I love my partners and I mostly like my life. I would like an adventure though. When I feel like this I think of going to Belize. Eating crawfish ettouffe in New Orleans or seeing the Louvre. Drinking a pint in a Dublin neighborhood pub. Watching a Shakespeare play at the reconstructed Globe Theater. Having sex with a woman I don't know.

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[sturgeonslawyer.livejournal.com]

I prescribe a diet of marionberry jam with chunky reduced-fat peanut butter on toasted potato bread. It may not help, but it couldn't hurt.

The real problem with this kind of mood is that when you're in it is precisely when you can't really motivate yourself to do the things that might get you out of it... Yucccch.

[stonebender.livejournal.com]

No idea what marionberry jam is, but I'm game.

The real problem with this kind of mood is that when you're in it is precisely when you can't really motivate yourself to do the things that might get you out of it... Yucccch.

Uh yeah. *sigh*